Regret Regret Regret

OMG. I wonder if I'm only the person who's done things that are so insanely thoughtless and stupid, that I wish I could erase that time pd from my memory.

Can guilt make someone ill? Or that is that my hangover from one appletini?
Either way, weekend away was pleasant-ish.. and I really wish I could take back 5 yrs ago.

Guilt and embarrassment is totally making me sick @ 2.30am.

ugh.